Tensions of pregancy

Her name was Sabitri,why she died,I never understand,what happened to her mom.i donot like her more.anymore.I hate her absence,i hate tears,that was the home i put dashai tika from childhood.my schooling finished but barrenness never finished from heart.from assam to nepal , i went through lilbahadur kschetree,but i hate her absence,i hate her mom,i hate everybody,i hate all the tears, i hate the books, i hate the theories that is against humanity,lets love eachother,love eachother ,love eachother.lets celebrate familial love,lets celebrate love and love.lets celebrate marriage.let be girlish,lets be happy and enjoy happiness.She could not bear the anxiety and hermonal change in pregnancy,The need to make people aware about pregnancy is spread by Mark Jukerberg but still government of Nepal hasnot activated the nurses in villages,i feel nurses and teacher working in remote area still not working.To reduce anxiety in pregancy stage is necessity of time but theme has spread less.