confused

The confusion to be a human being is never ending.I always tried to erase the demarcation line between my insanity and inactivesness and tried to go ahead but the vagueness of being human is leading nowhere.I read the articles by many youth about the then contemporary issues in politics and social medias but the answer is still away from me.The pictures of Facebook makes social appeal but inhuman friends are seen more humble but still I beg sorry to them.Seriously my confusion has aroused the zigzag truths around me.and I has been turned out to be i.

Its you Sam

Thy tiny fingers
the lullaby you sing
are the power
to handle myself
wrapped in a tears



Though you sing
the song of love
it's really unheard dear
still I am with you

The stars lies around you
and my warmness questions
the silence to break
because it's you
who is Jesus for me.

Woman

"Woman " is the term always which  confuses me? As a student , I got chance to learn multiple aspects of womanhood but in practical life it is seen woman are being limited to household aspect.As Simon De Beuvior states :" women are second sex" depicts the social reality .But I am unable to explore the exact meaning where womanhood lies ,the exact definition carries which perspective or just we have to  be in puzzle in between the words and meaning.The mdledia has been highlighting,the bulky books defined a lot but the meaning of woman is still searchable in google's cursor.The  older definition is questioned newer one but vagueness has not ended yet.I must say I fear to define myself woman.

Music

Music , music ,music ,this term has been running around my eyes ,I have no idea  why my little son also get so calm when he listens music ,he begins to shake hands when he listens songs .Though he is just seventeen months older ,his habit of dancing with music ,playing with mobile is quite amusing.I am a regular visitor to cyber in search of job nearby location.But there I find children playing facebook and other games,listening music which makes me curious about the children's  interest in latest technology.We used to play in mud ,sand,water and used to swim in nearby ponds and Sunday morning used to be fixed schedule to listen songs.

There used to be lots of musical competitions and where we used to participate with interest .Music is today defined as proper balance of beat,rhythm and time .By using drums in different rituals we try to create music which has melodious sound.There are various genres of music such as rock,rap,    blue,jazz,classical and country music.Even there is the different categories of audiences who listen music old aged people prefer classical and young generation run after pop music.Anyway the variety of sounds,rythms,duration makes music more interesting to listen.

Kick

His definition of kick'
made me rethink
was he representing the self
or making my life horrible

The song about street children
the drugs used by them
are asking me same
making my life horrible


sad sad the sky here reveals'
the song of trauma'
hanged by the rude hands
making my life horrible

MY Answers

The answers you are seeking from me
cannot be found any day dear
I do not stand behind you
and my position is no more.

The sadness of my life
has darkened my heart too
this panic situation makes me
serious about death


I begged many times
for your questions but they fell
I did not have the answer yet
they are changeable to my mood

My Favorite Delhi Food

                                                 Food are parts of our daily lives and it's obvious the food 

   lovers are always in search of the food which their tongue seeks    and the search of tastier food makes one visit nearby restaurant to get the desired one.Today, I am going to discuss various food which we Delhi people regularly enjoy.The most famous food here is Chhole Bhature .It is a Punjabi Dish ,chole stands for a spicy curry made with white chickpeas and bhatura is fried leavened flat bread.It is a spicy, tasty and a heavy dish and I love it so much.

Another food I want to describe is Kulchhe,from the street to restaurant it occupies very good market .It is North Indian Food ,curd and baking soda and baking powder are used to leaven the bread.I love to have it with chhole and pickle .We can have it with special curries like paneer tikka,chicken masala.

Panipuri  is  a North Indian Food found in each street of Delhi.It is so yummy and made of flour,spiced water,onions,potatoes,chickpeas.It is also said gol goppa,puchka,gup chup and pani ke batashe in different places of India.  It consists of a round, hollow puri, fried crisp made of flour  and filled with a mixture of flavored water tamarind chutney, chili, chaat masala, potato, onion and chickpeas.It is so tasty to have because the sour,salty,hot and sweet taste of imli pani makes the mouth watering when it is filled inside the puri after being stuffed with potato and chhole .

As I described above another food which I want to mention is Masala Dosa which is one of  famous South Indian Dish.The soaked lentils and rice are finely ground and fermented overnight and thin layered batter is made to make dosa.Even potato ,onions and masala are filled inside the dosa which make it  more yummy to have.Anyway with hot ,spicy sambhar ( the curry made by various vegetable ) ,coconut chutney masala dosa creates a magic in mouth.

My love for street food and outside home is not limited to Delhi only ,but these food are being  my routine  .